OOM: Dinner

[latino_menace]

Ramon is so glad to get out of the museum because there's only so much culture a man can take, especially when you can't draw attention by exhibiting 'inappropriate' behaviour. Dinner's booked at an upmarket resturant a couple of miles away and he's quiet for most of the ride over. Just takes Random's hand in the back of the darkened limo and watches the city go by.

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[latino_menace]

He nods, relieved that Random's calmer, and reaches for the shampoo.

'Si. Do you want to get out? I won't be long.'

Get clean and then wear you on my skin all night and try not to let it go..

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"No, let me."

He grabs it from Ramon's hands, takes some, and leans up to kiss him as he works it through Ramon's hair.

"I want to."

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Will you do this for her? Part of the charade that'll make her feel like I feel now?

He closes his eyes. He can do that. He doesn't want soap in them, after all. And his hands find Random's hips, to reside there while he waits and lets his lover touch him in a way that he's never let anyone touch him before, in almost fifty years of life.

Wouldn't be like this if I hadn't let myself fall.

But he hadn't been able to help it, and he's not sorry.

'Don't do this to her.'

Almost a whisper, as though he's embarrassed to ask it of him.

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His hands, which had been sure, falter, and drop.

I didn't deserve to win your trust.

"Won't."

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He smiles and if it's faintly sarcastic, it's at himself for asking, not at Random for agreeing.

He turns and lets his head drop back so that the water hitting his hair washes the shampoo away from his face.

'Finish it off.'

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"Kay."

He does it quickly, eyes shut, and leans close as soon as it's done.

"I..."

so sorry so sorry so sorry

[latino_menace]

Ramon leans his back against Random's chest and searches behind for a hand that he can grasp and pull round to hold him for a minute. Just a brief minute. Soon he'll take Random to bed and love him and hold him afterwards, all night. But just for a minute, he wants to feel arms round him. Something to remember when he's not there any more.

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"I love you" he mumbles, curling around him, arms wrapping tight.

It matters to him. Just this second of being kept safe, hoping that it'll be alright in the end. A memory he knows he'll drag up when things are at their worst.

[latino_menace]

It's nice, this security, no matter how much or an illusion it is. How can they be safe, knowing that someone else is invading their relationship?

But it isn't an illusion. Because Random loves him and he loves him back and that isn't going to change.

'Love you too,' he echoes quietly. And lets himself have one more minute before shifting, turning, pulling Random to him and kissing him.

'Come on. Bed.'

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"Coming."

Anywhere Ramon wants him. Anywhere.

"Hold me as close as possible. All I ask."

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'Of course.'

Couldn't keep you away if I tried.

Out of the shower, the room's still warm. Ramon doesn't bother about a towel for himself yet, letting the water drip off him to the floor. He picks one up for Random though, and starts drying him carefully, for the sake of touching and showing care.

'You'll take me home first?'

Because there are a few practicalities that should be addressed. And they stop him thinking.

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"I promise, I will."

He drops his head forwards, just leaning against Ramon.

"But not yet. Kiss me first, please, please."

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'No, not yet.'

Couldn't stand it to be now. One more night first.

He tilts his head to the side, sliding his hand up Random's cool shoulder to bring it to rest on his neck, his thumb brushing his cheekbone. The kiss is soft and sweet, a little insistent. A precursor to love; love that he'll put everything into in case it'll never be the same again.

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Yes, it will. It has to. Random won't let it not.

"Of course."

He slips his hand low, between Ramon's legs, touching him gently, exploring. His breath is quiet. The room is quiet, except the whirr of cheap air conditioner.

So Random touches Ramon, delighting once more in the feel of him.

[latino_menace]

He lets out a long, slow, breath, not moving at first. Just letting Random touch and feeling the stirring of arousal low in his belly. It's nice to feel something so familiar, it grounds him in the here and now - he knows what to do with this.

He tilts his head again, brushing his lips over Random's neck until he finds the pulse point, which he kisses. And his own hand wanders over the man's stomach, and lower, starting to return the touch in kind.

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Casual kisses, pressed up and down Ramon's skin, just soft as his hand plays. Meaningful kisses. He loves every part of him. Every single inch.

"I'll love you forever."

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A soft noise, and Ramon moves to kiss round his neck to his throat, tracing the skin with his lips as his fingers glide below and seek a reaction that matches his own.

Promise?

Pride won't let him say it.

'You too.'

She won't change that. No one can.

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"Forever and always."

He's breathless now, whispering into Ramon's skin, hips thrusting.

"Going to fall..."

Because he's dizzy, wanting, and tired.

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'No you're not.'

As if he'd ever let that happen. Still, he's reluctant to take his hand away, reluctant to lose the touch that's making his heart beat faster. So there's another moment of slidepresswant, another soft noise of need...and then he's pulling himself away and taking Random's hand off him so he can lead him through to the bedroom.

'Lie with me for a bit. Just want you against me.'

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"Let me keep going. Please, let me keep going."

He lets Ramon walk him, following easily, tugging him towards the bed. Pulling him down too, kissing his jaw lovingly and sliding down onto the bed on top of him.

"I want you. Let me make it feel nice."

[latino_menace]

Ramon quirks a smile and nips gently at his jaw, running his hands down his back.

Always give you what you want.

'If you like. I want to make it nice for you too though.'

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"Not yet."

Ramon's hands make him sigh, and his hand sets to work again.

"Writhe for me. Want to see you looking perfect. Writhe for me, please?"

Pressure, just so, insistent. Then Random's fingers forming a V shape and teasing along him. Anything. Everything. Whatever it takes to make Ramon feel good.

[latino_menace]

It doesn't take much when it's Random doing it. But he doesn't push it or force it in any way. He just lies back and relaxes, revelling in Random's weight on him and the feel of his skin under his hands, letting the pleasure rise in its own time.

But no, it doesn't take long. Random knows exactly what he likes, exactly where to touch, the right pressure, the right balance of teasing and purpose.

Will he learn how to do that to her?

And so he shifts, relaxation turning to tightening muscles and groans and pushing into the hand and writhing.

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He's biting his bottom lip, expression almost shy, full of wonder, watching Ramon's face as his hand glides smoothly over him.

It is easy. Wonderfully easy. Beautiful to see as Ramon begins to move. Random presses a leg forwards, between Ramon's, rubbing against him and whimpering into Ramon's skin.

"So hot. So perfect."

[latino_menace]

'Mmmn.'

He tries to still, tries to make himself grasp at Random's wrist and pull the hand away because he'd be planning on doing this to him, to show that this was going to be fine and...well, everything. But he just can't bring himself to just yet, because it feels good and he needs it more than he'll ever admit.