OOM: Fatherhood

[latino_menace]

Ramon's got something on his mind. It's been on his mind for a while, if he's honest, but the events of the day have pushed it to the front of his mind somewhat and now he really wants to talk to Random about it.

But first - showering and changing after his impromptu dunking in the ocean. And Random's busy with Martin for a while so he just goes to lounge on the sofa, fiddling with his lighter and staring at nothing while his mind turns things over.

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[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Pounding me through the mattress."

He flops back onto the bed, then pulls Ramon down with him, just to hold him close.

"Fucking me hard enough to leave me dizzy."

[latino_menace]

He grins and props himself next to him. 'And there I thought you liked it when I was soft with you.'

Which is bullshit. Random reacts quite spectacularly when he takes control and has his way with him, and Ramon knows it.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Well, I like that too" he admits happily, letting an arm slip around him, just lying across him comfortably.

"But then again, anything with the two of us naked is well worth the effort. You making love to me will always be my favourite."

[latino_menace]

'Think it's my favourite thing to do, as well.'

A lazy hand rests on Random's stomach and Ramon yawns. 'I'll get the baby later, you had a busy day.'

He gets up to start undressing because otherwise he'd just fall asleep fully dressed.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Check the monitor for batteries?"

He gestures at the dresser.

"If the red light's still on then we're fine. Remember the first time I fell asleep in your bed?"

[latino_menace]

He glances over at the monitor and nods, 'It's fine.'

And then smiles as he gets rid of the last of his clothes and slides under the quilt.

'How could I forget? First night we fucked - and I use that word because that's what it was. I was surprised you stayed.'

He tugs at his shirt. 'You planning on sleeping with me tonight? Need to take these off and get in here if you are.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Ugh. I don't know if I'm lying down for a nap or if I'm just staying down."

He strips off the shirt, then pants, and briefs, and slides under the blankets too.

"We'll see, I guess. Poke me around dinner time? I want to talk more. I like just talking with you. Did you think I was crazy? Or a clingy bastard? I wasn't trying to cling. Just couldn't be bothered to walks away. The next morning you were furious with me though, and I could never figure out why."

[latino_menace]

'Stay down. I'll see to the kid and bring you some sustenance so you don't waste away in the night, how's that? And then we can talk all you want.'

He quite likes looking after Random really. And again with the trying to show him thing.

He thinks back, then shrugs. 'I didn't think anything really. When we were done, I was tired and couldn't really think of a good reason why you shouldn't stay, I didn't hate you. Didn't trust you but enjoyed talking to you. And the next morning - I wasn't furious with you. I was uncomfortable because you'd slept hanging on to me and I'd had to move away in the night. And when you talked to me after you'd woken up, you lay on my chest again and I couldn't figure out why you still wanted to touch when we weren't having sex.'

He's a tactile guy, but not really for no reason. That Random seemed comfortable enough to sprawl over him after just one tryst was hard for him to take.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"You're wonderfully physical. Solid. You have a presence."

He tells him this, of course, as he rolls to lie on his chest, because it hasn't stopped being true.

"Even after that, when I'd see you I'd always greet you with a kiss and end up in your lap. I'll always be happier touching you than not. I don't think I can really explain it."

It had been true then, it's still true now.

"Sorry I ended up curling on you, though. Sort of a reflex."

[latino_menace]

'Mmm, charisma.' He preens, looking smug. Because he's never had a problem attracting people, even without paying for them. He only does that for convenience anyway.

'You're a tactile person, is all. That's OK because I am too. Most South Americans are, it's a cultural thing. But I think what it really boils down to is - I just can't keep my hands off you. Far too fucking sexy.'

Arms are wrapping round him now, secure and warm. He loves the feeling of holding Random.

'No need to apologise, no harm done. Just the opposite.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"That's how I traumatized Jack Bauer."

And that would be Random, bursting into snickers in Ramon's shoulder.


"Wasn't really my fault. Man's a bad kisser, though. Of course, he was shoving me out of his lap and hollering in shock at the time, so it might have been a bit hard to tell."

[latino_menace]

He sighs in mock annoyance - even as his insides twist a little, because he'd never thought Jack was that bad a kisser but doesn't like to think about it any more - and pokes him in the side.

'Didn't you once tell me not to talk about him in our bed? I'm throwing it right back at you. And no, not your fault at all.'

Well, it wasn't.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Of course. I'm sorry."

And he is. He kisses him earnestly, then inhales quickly as he searches for topics, then steps in with a smooth;

"I already told you I nearly had a heart attack when you blew me?"

[latino_menace]

He kisses back and lets it go without rancour, then grins at him.

'Yeah. The first time you mean? Because you didn't think I was the type that would, or something?'

Pshaw. There's practically nothing he won't do.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Yeah. If anything, I was sure I'd do it first."

But... no. And he isn't complaining.

"You were always quite eager to make me squirm for you, as I recall. I never would have guessed."

[latino_menace]

He's honestly confused by that.

'Why not? Is there something about me that seems to suggest I wouldn't like it?'

Like most control freaks, he doesn't see himself as a control freak and therefore, can't see why it would be so weird for anyone to find out that he'd do something that's essentially all about the other person.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"I suppose it's the stereotype."

He leans close, because he's getting the feeling he's making him edgy.

"All this was before I fell in lust with you, even. Much less love. I hardly knew you, you know. But all I'd seen was you with Roy. Didn't think you'd go much for the other person angle. Please, remember that I was largely working with Andres's impressions as well."

[latino_menace]

He's not edgy. He's amused.

'No, well, you're right. Kind of. I've never done it all that much but I don't have a problem with it. Different with you though, I'd do it every day if you'd let me. I like making you lose control.'

He plays a hand idly through the blonde hair.

'I was surprised to find out you didn't like it though - sterotypes again, I suppose.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Sucking cock?"

He wrinkles his nose at him, teasing him with the less than pretty words.

"I didn't know I was supposed to. Is that what's expected of a bottom on twentieth century Earth? I remember when you found out. I hadn't actually planned to tell you at all. But you noticed when you weren't supposed to."

[latino_menace]

He laughs and picks up a cigarette.

'I don't know what's expected, just that most people do it. I think the first time you ever blew me was on the way to Amber. You didn't seem to mind then, so I figured you didn't have a problem with it. But I'm glad I noticed because you don't have to do things if you don't want to.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"It's worth it, sometimes, for the convenience of having you quivering at my fingertips without the mess or time commitment or space demands of sex. Also, a good way for me to have you at my mercy, back before you started letting me get pushy."

He grins at him, then sets his head back down on his chest.

"I don't mind per se, I just... prefer other things."

[latino_menace]

'I like you pushy,' he says. And then amends, with a smile, 'As long as you realise that I like being that way as well. But it's fun sometimes, to get teased to hell by you.'

He can't stop playing with the hair. Never can.

'What do you prefer?'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Being pushy? Or being pushed around?"

He nibbles his bottom lip.

"Milk chocolate or dark chocolate? I like... I honestly have to say, I prefer it when you're telling me what to do. You get all perfectly commanding. It's also just a relief to let someone else be in charge for a bit."

[latino_menace]

He nods as he drags on his smoke.

'I like being in charge. Nothing better than seeing you in pieces because of what I've done to you.'

He loves it, looking down at Random and watching him shake, hearing him howl in pleasure.

'We're pretty even most of the time though, I'd say. There's a lot of sex that's just us being together - we don't seem to have all that much time to get into who's dominating who these days. But it makes it even more fun when we do.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"It's nice to just be equals a lot of the time."

He steals the cigarette, smokes for a moment then offers it back.

"I'd probably go stir crazy and end up bitching at you if I didn't occasionally get to pin you down and have my wicked way with you."