OOM: Fatherhood

[latino_menace]

Ramon's got something on his mind. It's been on his mind for a while, if he's honest, but the events of the day have pushed it to the front of his mind somewhat and now he really wants to talk to Random about it.

But first - showering and changing after his impromptu dunking in the ocean. And Random's busy with Martin for a while so he just goes to lounge on the sofa, fiddling with his lighter and staring at nothing while his mind turns things over.

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[latino_menace]

'Yeah, I've heard of it. It's famous - I'm just not much of a one for singing, you know?'

He'll go though, if Random wants to. Of course. And predictably, there's a snort at the last statement.

'Baby, I'm firmly of the opinion that you should go naked all the time. If it weren't for the fact that I like undressing you and don't want you to get cold, I think I'd insist upon it.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Yes, but there were other houses on that beach. I don't want to give some nice old grandmother a heart attack. Or be rushed at and accosted by a nice young one."

It's a reasonable argument, he feels.

"I'll get a new bathing suit. You can pick the colour."

[latino_menace]

'Hmmm. You make a good point, but it's still a hard bargain.'

He sighs long-sufferingly but still ruffles his hair, so chances are he'll get over it.

'Is this a trick question? Or one of those where I can pick any colour as long as it's orange?'

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"No, seriously. Any colour. I choose the style, but you get to choose the colour."

He smirks.

"I have faith in your good sense. I also have orange underwear around here somewhere."

[latino_menace]

'Yes, but you don't wear underwear under a bathing suit Random,' he points out. 'Do you think you'll survive without a stitch of orange clothing on your body?'

You never know! He's never seen without it, usually.

'We're obviously going to have to discuss this. If you choose a hideous style then the colour won't help. How about I choose the style and you get the colour?'

Because if Random's about to pick Speedo's? Just no.

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"I'm thinking of my modesty here, baby. As good as naked is not a qualification."

He grins at him.

"And I meant to seduce you into making the right choice. I remember you ordering those things from the bar. You bought 'em, I'll wear 'em."

[latino_menace]

He snickers evilly and moves so they're more face to face and he can kiss him easier.

'I like green on you. Or blue. But please, get shorts and not trunks. I can't be seen on a beach with a man in Speedo's, not in the twenty first century.'

he feels quite strongly about this, evidently.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"That was part of the plan."

Random has to wrinkle his nose at the thought of speedos.

"May have noticed, but I'm not really an exhibitionist. A little, but that degree of tight needs to be reserved for you and you alone. I couldn't even deal with boxers in public, I don't think."

He talks the talk, obviously, but when it comes to baring flesh... not so much.

[latino_menace]

'I know you're not. That surprised me too, actually.'

And still does, at times.

'If you're reserving that kind of tight for me, let it be with orange briefs and not swimwear from the eighties please. If you come to bed in Speedo's I'll laugh until I die. And not be able to perform, at all.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"You have my most solemn word."

He grins up at him, cheerfully.

"No speedos in bed. And you can still be a hedonist and not an exhibitionist. Though I can be that too, in my own way. Under the right circumstances."

[latino_menace]

'Oh really? And what might those circumstances be? Useful thing to know, I would say.'

He idly tucks some stray blonde hair behind Random's ear, just for an excuse to touch more than anything.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"When I'm angry."

He leans into his fingers a little, considering.

"When I'm drunk. No, that's wrong. When I'm drunk I get very pliant, but very clingy. May offer myself to you unconditionally and without boundries, but I'll always be secretly hoping that you make love to me. It's weird, but it's a thing. So when I'm angry, when I'm really, really desperate, when I've got adrenaline going- a lot of the time it'll be because I'm in a new place."

[latino_menace]

'That works out well actually, because I always want to make love to you when you're drunk.'

Ramon grins and doesn't stop playing with his hair.

'There's something so sweet about you when you've had too much, I can never seem to keep my hands off of you. And hell, I think I should take you to new places more often. Or maybe just go on sex strike for a while, make you desperate.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Baby, you don't need to go on a sex strike to make me desperate" he points out with a leer.

"All you need to do is some interesting maneuvering under the restaurant table and you'll have me desperate in seconds, I promise."

Because though he may not start out that way...

"As for me being sweet, I'm going to refuse to comment beyond the fact that I'm now considering abstaining from all alcohol. I'm not sweet."

[latino_menace]

'Oh well, now you've told me that, I've no choice but to tease you to hell in a resturant one day.'

He snickers and leans in to kiss him before adding, 'You kind of asked for that one. And hey, don't you dare give up alcohol. You hardly ever get drunk as it is. When you do though, si, you're sweet. And mumbly and you hang on to me and I just want to hold you, make love to you and then have you fall asleep in my arms.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Which I obviously end up doing."

He grins at him, ruefully, then kisses him in turn.

"I don't really mind being drunk. Don't mind blowing you while I'm drunk, either. See? Not sweet. Dirty and devastatingly hot."

Obviously.

"As for asking for it, well, hell yes. I'm not stupid. Even if I am better with my hands than you, you're still fucking good."

He sticks his tongue out at him, just because he's feeling rather infantile and there's no harm in indulging.

[latino_menace]

Obviously.

'Better with your hands than me? What?' He laughs, and pokes the sticking-out tongue. 'I don't think so. Or maybe. If you get to claim superiority with hands, then I'm saying I'm better with my mouth than you.'

So there.

'And baby...' He pulls him close and says, very seriously, '...I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this, but your blowjobs aren't dirty.'

He kisses him softly.

'They're sweet. And loving. And intimate, and blow my fucking mind because I've never had anythihng feel like that before in my life. So don't change them, please.'

Beat.

'But not dirty.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Ah, well."

He looks rather put out, but not for long, because he's sprawled on top of Ramon and being kissed.

"I've never really bothered to perfect my technique. I just sort of go at it, and people don't complain. Probably not a very good indication. As for better than mine, Hell yes, yours are. I should get you to give me tips."

He's grinning when he says it, but it ends up more contemplative than anything. Because Ramon does that very nicely, after all, and it couldn't possibly hurt.

"What's your favourite thing to have done to you with a person's mouth? I'm not getting my tongue pierced, though. That's sort of disgusting. Plus, you know, startling ability to heal. It'd never take, just close over in less than a day."

[latino_menace]

'Not if the stud is still through your tongue, it wouldn't,' he says, but its OK because piercings have never done it for him anyway. They're good for fellatio, sure, but having to see Random wearing one the rest of the time would just be weird.

'You don't know that mine are better than yours, I'm presuming you've never given yourself a blowjob. Yours are fantastic and you don't need tips, alright?'

Totally serious. Having Random touch him like that blows his mind.

'As for favourite thing - that, probably. I'm a guy, surely there's nothing better than oral sex?' Hr looks up at him quizzically. 'Why, what's yours?'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Ugh." Nothing better than oral sex. And Random's head connecting with Ramon's chest in despair.

"I'll do it more often as long as you tell me you don't mind if I run to the bathroom afterwards to pick hair out of my mouth? I honestly don't mind much except when that happens and then sex is just... ticklish. As for giving myself a blowjob, no, never done it, but at the same time the way you make me feel..."

After completely neglecting to finish that sentence, he glances up, with a thin smile.

"I'd like to do that to you more often. And that's what I meant. Like when you do flutter-things with your tongue. Is there anything you like I should be doing more of? Maybe I should just get a bottle of Atlantean to keep around."

[latino_menace]

Ramon frowns a little, and smooths hair back off Random's forehead.

'What brought all this on? I already told you baby, you don't have to do anything you don't want to. It's not like you never do it, so it's fine - and honestly Random, your tongue is perfect, you don't need help.'

He really doesn't want Random to feel pressured about this.

'...the way I make you feel, what? Have I been making you feel like you have to, or something? I didn't mean to.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"The way you make me feel like I've lost all motor control and my brain is melting and five hundred other horrible cliches that I generally try to avoid saying because this isn't a soap opera or a dimestore novel."

Yes, now he's blushing. Just a bit.

"And... well, I've been thinking about it, is all. You do it to me often enough. I'm not seriously worried. I'm just not liking feeling like you do all the hard work in bed. I don't know. Like I should be more pro-active or something."

He rests his head back down, muttering into his chest.

"I think it might tie in to the thing about taking control. I don't do things to you often enough."

[latino_menace]

Ramon sighs and rubs a hand over his face.

'You're ridiculous, you know that?'

It's said very sweetly.

'Do you think you should do more things to me just because I do them to you? Like, you're afraid I'm suddenly going to demand equality or something?'

He's rarely about the equal in the bedroom. He's about sex in the bedroom, however it manifests itself. He doesn't keep score.

'Listen to me. You can do what you want to me - hell, I let you fuck me didn't I? Don't I? But if you never take control again, it wouldn't bother me that much. I like having you squirming underneath me and making you feel that good. Watching you like that drives me nuts faster than anything else. So don't worry about it.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

Blink.


You can almost see the anxiety draining out of him.

Eventually, there is a tired mutter:

"I love you. Thanks."

Because it really needed to be said.

[latino_menace]

Ramon just laughs and leans down to kiss him gently.

'You're quite welcome. And I love you too. Now, are you going to sleep? You should.'