OOM: Fatherhood

[latino_menace]

Ramon's got something on his mind. It's been on his mind for a while, if he's honest, but the events of the day have pushed it to the front of his mind somewhat and now he really wants to talk to Random about it.

But first - showering and changing after his impromptu dunking in the ocean. And Random's busy with Martin for a while so he just goes to lounge on the sofa, fiddling with his lighter and staring at nothing while his mind turns things over.

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[latino_menace]

'Not if the stud is still through your tongue, it wouldn't,' he says, but its OK because piercings have never done it for him anyway. They're good for fellatio, sure, but having to see Random wearing one the rest of the time would just be weird.

'You don't know that mine are better than yours, I'm presuming you've never given yourself a blowjob. Yours are fantastic and you don't need tips, alright?'

Totally serious. Having Random touch him like that blows his mind.

'As for favourite thing - that, probably. I'm a guy, surely there's nothing better than oral sex?' Hr looks up at him quizzically. 'Why, what's yours?'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Ugh." Nothing better than oral sex. And Random's head connecting with Ramon's chest in despair.

"I'll do it more often as long as you tell me you don't mind if I run to the bathroom afterwards to pick hair out of my mouth? I honestly don't mind much except when that happens and then sex is just... ticklish. As for giving myself a blowjob, no, never done it, but at the same time the way you make me feel..."

After completely neglecting to finish that sentence, he glances up, with a thin smile.

"I'd like to do that to you more often. And that's what I meant. Like when you do flutter-things with your tongue. Is there anything you like I should be doing more of? Maybe I should just get a bottle of Atlantean to keep around."

[latino_menace]

Ramon frowns a little, and smooths hair back off Random's forehead.

'What brought all this on? I already told you baby, you don't have to do anything you don't want to. It's not like you never do it, so it's fine - and honestly Random, your tongue is perfect, you don't need help.'

He really doesn't want Random to feel pressured about this.

'...the way I make you feel, what? Have I been making you feel like you have to, or something? I didn't mean to.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"The way you make me feel like I've lost all motor control and my brain is melting and five hundred other horrible cliches that I generally try to avoid saying because this isn't a soap opera or a dimestore novel."

Yes, now he's blushing. Just a bit.

"And... well, I've been thinking about it, is all. You do it to me often enough. I'm not seriously worried. I'm just not liking feeling like you do all the hard work in bed. I don't know. Like I should be more pro-active or something."

He rests his head back down, muttering into his chest.

"I think it might tie in to the thing about taking control. I don't do things to you often enough."

[latino_menace]

Ramon sighs and rubs a hand over his face.

'You're ridiculous, you know that?'

It's said very sweetly.

'Do you think you should do more things to me just because I do them to you? Like, you're afraid I'm suddenly going to demand equality or something?'

He's rarely about the equal in the bedroom. He's about sex in the bedroom, however it manifests itself. He doesn't keep score.

'Listen to me. You can do what you want to me - hell, I let you fuck me didn't I? Don't I? But if you never take control again, it wouldn't bother me that much. I like having you squirming underneath me and making you feel that good. Watching you like that drives me nuts faster than anything else. So don't worry about it.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

Blink.


You can almost see the anxiety draining out of him.

Eventually, there is a tired mutter:

"I love you. Thanks."

Because it really needed to be said.

[latino_menace]

Ramon just laughs and leans down to kiss him gently.

'You're quite welcome. And I love you too. Now, are you going to sleep? You should.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"I will."

He doesn't bother to look up.

"And when I wake up I'm still going to blow you. Whether I need to or not."

[latino_menace]

'Well, I'm definitely not going to stop you, if you want to. And now the anticipation's going to kill me.'

He grins and shifts to get comfortable, a hand winding its way into Random's hair again.

'Sleep then. You need to.'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"It'll make it better" yawn "for when it actually happens."

And with that, Random closes his eyes, and squirms just a little closer. Just because.

[latino_menace]

'Probably right.'

Ramon presses a last kiss to his head, smiling happily even after he's closed his eyes.