Ramon Salazar (
latino_menace) wrote2006-11-13 04:40 am
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OOM: The latest with Mary Anne
Ramon is quiet when he walks into the house. He feels like he's done something wrong, even though he technically hasn't. Not wrong in that he toyed with Mary Anne a bit to get her to tell the truth for once - wrong because the conversation happened at all. Knowing how hurt Random was after he'd kissed her, it feels slightly off for him to talk to her about the situation. Almost as if he's been unfaithful, somehow, especially given that she showed him what might have been.
But he hasn't, and wouldn't - but he still feels the need to tell Random what happened. In a minute though. Right now, he's just leaning his back against the front door and pausing to try and get some of the tension out of him. He has a vague notion that something might just snap if the day carries on like this.
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He kisses him, the nearest part of him. His shoulder.
"I love you, please, don't mind, mmkay? Lets go get a shower, sweet thing."
Sitting up slowly, with an achy little groan, and he can't imagine how Ramon feels if this is him now."
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'Yeah. I'm a mess.'
He straightens. He straightens slowly because ow, though he keeps it off his face. He doesn't want Random to think that he minds. He doesn't, and so he leans over to plant a gentle kiss on his lips.
'You'll have to do that again to me sometime. And I love you and I don't mind. Now, shower.'
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"I think I need to buy you something pretty, and then you can fuck me in it. Maybe a fancy shirt. 'd like to have sex in a silk shirt."
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'Silk shirt, yeah. Wear it with black trousers and we'll only have time to get your pants down before we're doing it, you'd look so good.'
Random, Ramon thinks, looks good in everything. Or nothing. But some clothes just shine off him and he likes it when he looks smart. Makes him want to unwrap him slowly but he's never got the patience.
The shower is started and he just looks at the water for a moment, his arm around his shoulders.
'I should tell you want I want for Christmas sometime.'
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Since they're here and together and warm, and now pulling under warm water.
"Mmm, 's good, baby."
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'I'll tell you some other time.'
He picks up the shampoo and slowly starts to rub it into Random's hair.
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"D'you ever wonder where we'd be now, without the other?"
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He's not given to flights of fancy. Or maybe its just because it doesn't bear thinking about, no matter how many times he sometimes rues what he's lost in himself.
'Why, where do you think we'd be?'
A sud is smoothed down blonde hair to his neck until its caught and rubbed back in. He loves doing this too.
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He yawns, and coughs on a little bit of water.
"I don't think so at all. God, I'm so tired I can't think."
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Water is rinsed over Random's hair to get the shampoo out and he starts with the soap, running it smoothly over his body. He's silent for a moment, thinking. And then,
'I think you'd have found someone else. And I think I'd be dead.'
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He wraps an arm around Ramon's shoulders to lean on him.
"Wouldn't have been strong enough to save my bug alone. Would be lost. Probably go home for a few years."
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'You'd be strong enough,' is eventually murmured, and his eyes are closed now. 'You would be, because you love him.'
You love him more than you do me. I know it, but I can live with it.
'And someone else would have fallen for you pretty quickly, so you wouldn't be lonely.'
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He nuzzles at his shoulder.
"I don't feel good when I'm without you. I want you for always. Lets go to bed."
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'I think it would have happened anyway. Place isn't that big and we would have run into each other. Can't see any way I wouldn't have wanted you then, even it was a different time.'
There's a reluctant sigh and he pulls back to start cleaning himself off.
'Go on. I'll be there in a minute.'
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He wraps Ramon a little closer and tries to steal the soap.
"I can take care of you."
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He chuckles as he gives up the soap, wincing as hot water slides down between his legs.
'In every way possible.'
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"Want to take care of you forever. Forever and ever. Want to hold you in the sunshine and dance with you at sunset and make love in the moonlight, and kiss through dawn."
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Said simply, and he catches his head to hold it lightly as he kisses him.
'Do all those things. And I'll be with you, so you'll never be lonely again. I'll be taking care of you too. Don't forget that.'
It's important that Random knows, and doesn't forget. That he loves him.
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He moans, a little, into the kiss. Soapy hands sliding up Ramon's back, just feeling his skin.
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He likes that noise, that response.
'Always me as well. Love you.'
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Please be clean, he wants to go to bed.
Right now, actually.
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And two minutes later, he is.
'Come on. You've worn me out.'
And sleep sounds like the best idea in the world.
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Sex, it has been noted, does that to him.
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'Look like you're going to fall over.'
Cute though.
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Random can deal with being cute, if it gets them into bed faster. Truly, he could just go on his own, but that would imply leaving Ramon which is a big, big no right now.
"Please?"
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