OOM: Haven. Post-wedding (both of 'em :D)

[latino_menace]

The morning after.

It's warm, comfortable - and they're wrapped round each other even more closely than when they'd fallen asleep, if that's possible.

Yesterday? Was a very good day.

[OOC: Warnings for slash]

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[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Baby."

He immediately rests a hand on his cheek, frowning at him, concern in his eyes and pulling himself closer, pressing a kiss to his jaw.

"Being in control sexually and hurting me are two very different things. I trust you to stop if I tell you it's painful. That doesn't mean that if you're interested in something you can't ask to try."

He tries to catch his eyes, because really, it alright.

"I trust you. Implicitly. You know I do. And you've never hurt me in bed, other than a few nice bitemarks, and those are just too sexy for words, so I'm never complaining about that."

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He takes a breath and tries to explain. 'Random...'

And this is stuff he's never really wanted to have to spell out. Only - it's kind of important that he does, he thinks. Because even if it's not something that Random worries about - he does.

He wraps his arms round him and looks into his face so that he can see he's not hiding anything. 'I know what I'm like Random. I know I'll never hurt you - but I have in the past, with others. You know I have. You know I've raped people. And because you know that - I don't ever want to get carried away one time and take control properly, without making sure you're OK with it...in case you start to doubt. You understand what I mean? It's all very well for me to rip your clothes off and take you hard, but most of the time I'll be wondering whether you think I've given you enough choice. I worry that you think I might not stop if you ask me to. If you didn't know about my past, then I wouldn't think about it so much - but you do.'

He sighs again and tucks some stray blonde hairs behind his ear. 'And I've got carried away with people before. Look at what I did to Roy. Could have killed him.' He lays a soft kiss to his lips, hoping he hasn't ruined anything. 'I don't want that to be you.'

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"I don't know if this is a comfort..."

He glances up at him, sighing, and frowning very slightly.

"But only once in our entire sexual relationship have I ever found myself in a situation where I couldn't physically push you off, if I needed to. Scarves tear, and you're bloody strong, love, but I'm an Amberite. Physically speaking it's more about me not holding you too tight when you're on top of me. I worry that I'll break your ribs."

[latino_menace]

'I know that. It's not the issue here. I mean...' He breaks off and laughs, trying to ease some of the tension he feels. '...for a start, I'll certainly shout if you're getting near to breaking my ribs.

But being able to push me off - that's not the point, do you see? Because if we're ever at the stage where you need to push me off, then it's gone too far already. And I just don't want you to ever feel that it'll get that far, so I'm careful. Is that so bad?'

He shifts a bit and is quiet. Then ventures, 'So you're saying it's too tame for you, at the moment?'

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"Christ, no."

He gestures vaguely, and sighs, dropping his head against Ramon's shoulder, because he needs to phrase this in a way that'll show Ramon the complaint that it isn't.

"I like rough sex. Of course I do. Some of my very favourite moments have been of you pushing into me hard enough that I'm seeing stars. But the unarguable best sex we've ever had has been slow and about touch, and... fuck it. I like sex with you. I wouldn't mind it rough, I love it the way we have it, and it never has been 'too tame' for me. Or too rough. Or- God, this sounds stupid."

Breathe.

His forehead connects with Ramon's shoulder. And from this position he offers a muffled:

"What about you? 'm too tame for you, baby?"

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Ramon...starts to laugh. And lets the worry go because this is silly. Instead he folds his arms around the smaller body and pulls him so that he's lying on top of him. Then a kiss is pressed to his head and his voice is almost fierce.

'No! You're perfect.' He really is. 'And I love you and God, I love having sex with you, however we do it. I'll try and not worry about it so much, alright? And I'll make it rougher if that's what you prefer. Just...if you're starting to stress, stop me early, OK? Don't let it progress and then stop me, because I'll hate myself for not realising on my own. And the quicker you let me know there's a problem, the less I'll think you were worrying that I was about to rape you.'

Blunt, maybe. But he want's to be absolutely clear on this. Because any indication that Random isn't sure of his intentions, and he won't be able to do a thing without permission again, for a very long time.

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"I'm always talking to you during sex anyways." He rolls his eyes, and presses a relieved kiss to Ramon's forehead. "Shouldn't be hard to do. Even though, I must say, I have a great deal of difficulty imagining a situation in which that's possible. Provided you're gentle when you tie me up, which you always are, so."

And that's all there is to it, really. Random blinks at him, rather thrown, and then kisses him again because that's always a good thing to do when you're stressed.

[latino_menace]

'Always will be.' He kisses him back, deeply. And considers that the best thing they could do now would be to have sex. Kind of like falling off a horse, you have to get back on again quickly otherwise nerves take over.

Besides, he's always hot for him. So there's another deep kiss and he strokes his hands over his back, seeing if he responds.

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He does, of course, shoulders straining and back curving into an arch, surprise flitting across his face at the touch and a slow grin beginning to spread.

"Lover mine, lover mine, your every touch..."

And yes, he's sounding vaguely poetic, but he's decided that Ramon bloody needs to be told how fantastic he is right now, and Random's got no qualms about doing so.

"...like fire on my skin."

[latino_menace]

He chuckles quietly into his neck and reaches a hand out for the previously discarded cock ring. And he's about to ask him if he wants it - and then remembers that that's what started the whole problem in the first place. So he shows it to him instead and says, 'I want to use this on you. You'll enjoy it, a lot. Any problems with that, now's the time to say.'

And he rolls him on to his back, kisses him again and breathes, 'I'll make you burn properly...'

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He moans, and lies back, spreading his legs wide and gasping out:

"I want you. Want it. Si, please, baby, do it."

Because he can also remember what started this discussion, and he understands and he loves him, and wants to show him it's alright.

And God, Ramon whispering that to him, it makes him hot.

[latino_menace]

He laughs and also moans at the way he's instantly open for him. His hand reaches down his body and then...he groans painfully.

'You have to calm down baby. Need to be soft when I put it on.'

He doesn't let him go though, just presses against him and whispers in his ear, 'Love you. You're the sexiest thing I've ever seen in my life. And in a little while, I'm going to fuck you hard enough to make you scream your throat sore.' Then he kisses him hard...and sits up and away from him.

'But like I said, you need to calm down. I'm going to go make another coffee, shout when you're relaxed again, alright? Just think of baseball teams or something.'

And with a wicked laugh, he leaves the room. He doesn't trust himself to keep his hands off if he stays.

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

Random takes quite a while to just breathe and calm and get himself back to calm and breathing.

And then he breathes and closes his eyes and tries not to picture Ramon doing things to him. And even succeeds, mostly.

"I'm ready, babe!"

And with one last battle, and a long swallow, he closes his eyes and waits for Ramon to return.

[latino_menace]

Ramon has been taking the time to breathe and get calm himself. Because...yeah. He knows he's not going to last as long as Random anyway but he still wants to draw it out for as long as he can.

So he chills in the kitchen, smokes a cigarette and has a coffee...and manages to not run for the stairs as soon as Random calls out. He walks instead, and grins as he sees him looking a lot more relaxed in the bedroom.

He picks the ring up and sits on the bed between his legs, he doesn't waste time for one very good reason; i.e it never takes long for either one of them to switch from relaxed to aroused, and he doesn't want to have to leave the room again. But because this is new to Random, he talks him through it. 'Putting it on, OK baby? Watch me, so you know what I'm doing.' He hooks it underneath his balls then pulls up carefully and threads his cock through it as well - all done slowly and easily so as not to cause pain. And when it's on and pushed back against his body, then he leans over and starts kissing him, while starting to stroke down his cock with his other hand and murmuring softly,

'Need you hard now baby, that's what keeps it on. It's a flexible one, it'll stretch with you, it won't hurt. C'mon Random, I love you and I want to fuck you now, c'mon...'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

He holds his breath throughout, looking down to see what Ramon's doing to him, biting back another moan as Ramon begins to touch him properly.

"God, you get me hard just by breathing. Mmmm, lover."

And he is getting hard now, because it's fucking good, having Ramon touch him like this.

"What now, baby? What now?"

[latino_menace]

He doesn't let go of it yet because he wants to make sure - if it slips, it can hurt. 'Need you properly hard before I let go baby...'

So he leans over and takes him in his mouth, humming over the head of his cock then taking him deep, lathing his tongue hard over where it's most sensitive just to get him all the way erect as quickly as possible.

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That more than does it. Random moans, and he grins down at Ramon because that's quite a sight, and he most definitely appreciates the attention. He's fully hard now, and his mouth drops open in surprise because...

"Jesus Christ babe what on earth is this thing?"

He shifts on the sheets, hands reaching down, winding in Ramon's hair, squirming, eyes closing again.

[latino_menace]

He chuckles around his mouthful, finally letting go of the ring because it's certainly not going anywhere now. He spends a few more minutes playing, just because he likes doing it, then pulls off him with a hard squeeze of his lips and a last flicker of his tongue.

'Mmmm baby, you always taste good.' Ramon lies next to him on his side, idly stroking his fingers over the skin on the inside of his leg and looking at his handiwork. He remembers how it always felt to him - made him extra sensitive to touch but also made it much harder to come, and orgasm was always longer and more intense.

He kisses him hard, ghosting his fingers over his erection. He'll play with him properly in a minute but wants to make sure this is alright - he thinks it's important to do it this time because of this being something new.

'How's it feel Random? Not too tight? Doesn't hurt?'

[underwater-owl.livejournal.com]

"Hurt?"

He looks down at him, dazed, and just startled and still squirming slightly, unsure of where to thrust, except up into Ramon's touch, though that doesn't really do much.

"Hurt? God no, not that. It's... my skin feels... Jesus baby it's... it's good. Glad you like my taste, so glad but fucking hell come up here and kiss me right now."

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He grins and obliges, sliding a leg between his so he can push against him, taking his hands and pinning them by his head.

'Gonna make you enjoy this Random...' And he kisses him hard, forcefully even, rubbing into his body all the time.

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"Damned straight 'm gonna enjoy it."

He most certainly is already, rubbing shamelessly against his leg, arching up and kissing him back and rocking against him, biting back a whimper at the feeling of hot skin against him.

[latino_menace]

He's looking forward to this. It's all a matter of how long he can make him last really, hos much he can make him writhe and scream. He knows he's got no chance of lasting that long and is looking foward to that as well.

For now he just moves his leg a little, tangling it round one of Random's - then he reaches a hand down between his legs and curls his fingers round his cock, tugging at him firmly while dropping his lips to suck on the skin of his neck.

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Random's hips push into Ramon's hands, rocking easily with the thrusts, eyes drifting shut with another whimper.

And he continues, groaning now, because Ramon's mouth is very nice and his skin feels like it's on fire and Ramon's touch burns.

Don't stop don't stop don't stop please please God..."

[latino_menace]

He has no intention of stopping. And there's a kind of luxury to this because he knows that he won't be pushing him too far for quite a while yet. He can be as firm as he likes, get him as high as he likes, and chances are it still won't be over.

Ramon licks idly over Random's throat...and then, with a deep moan, bites his neck firmly. At exactly the same instant he pulls his thumb hard over the head, wondering what the effect of intermingled pain and pleasure will have and wanting to find out.

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It's like electricity, and his head pulls back, tipping against the pillows and turning away as his hips thrust.

His body surges under him, rocking hard and writhing against him, twisting again, moaning out soft breathless words.

"Baby don't stop."