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OOM: The latest with Mary Anne

Ramon is quiet when he walks into the house. He feels like he's done something wrong, even though he technically hasn't. Not wrong in that he toyed with Mary Anne a bit to get her to tell the truth for once - wrong because the conversation happened at all. Knowing how hurt Random was after he'd kissed her, it feels slightly off for him to talk to her about the situation. Almost as if he's been unfaithful, somehow, especially given that she showed him what might have been.

But he hasn't, and wouldn't - but he still feels the need to tell Random what happened. In a minute though. Right now, he's just leaning his back against the front door and pausing to try and get some of the tension out of him. He has a vague notion that something might just snap if the day carries on like this.

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'Not really.'

He's not given to flights of fancy. Or maybe its just because it doesn't bear thinking about, no matter how many times he sometimes rues what he's lost in himself.

'Why, where do you think we'd be?'

A sud is smoothed down blonde hair to his neck until its caught and rubbed back in. He loves doing this too.

"Nothing good."

He yawns, and coughs on a little bit of water.

"I don't think so at all. God, I'm so tired I can't think."

'Well, those are the side effects of being a sex fiend,' he says, nonchalantly. He should know, he thinks.

Water is rinsed over Random's hair to get the shampoo out and he starts with the soap, running it smoothly over his body. He's silent for a moment, thinking. And then,

'I think you'd have found someone else. And I think I'd be dead.'

"I think I'd be so lonely I'd need to scream."

He wraps an arm around Ramon's shoulders to lean on him.

"Wouldn't have been strong enough to save my bug alone. Would be lost. Probably go home for a few years."

He pauses, wraps his arms around Random's back and holds him tight, skin to skin. Again, he's quiet for a while, just leaning his cheek against his head and letting the water hold them warmly, in stasis. It would be perfect, he thinks, to stand here forever.

'You'd be strong enough,' is eventually murmured, and his eyes are closed now. 'You would be, because you love him.'

You love him more than you do me. I know it, but I can live with it.

'And someone else would have fallen for you pretty quickly, so you wouldn't be lonely.'

"I wouldn't have, lover."

He nuzzles at his shoulder.

"I don't feel good when I'm without you. I want you for always. Lets go to bed."

'But you wouldn't have known me if we hadn't found each other,' he points out sleepily.

'I think it would have happened anyway. Place isn't that big and we would have run into each other. Can't see any way I wouldn't have wanted you then, even it was a different time.'

There's a reluctant sigh and he pulls back to start cleaning himself off.

'Go on. I'll be there in a minute.'

"Let me."

He wraps Ramon a little closer and tries to steal the soap.

"I can take care of you."

'You always do.'

He chuckles as he gives up the soap, wincing as hot water slides down between his legs.

'In every way possible.'

Random is so gentle, because he can't bear to see him wincing.

"Want to take care of you forever. Forever and ever. Want to hold you in the sunshine and dance with you at sunset and make love in the moonlight, and kiss through dawn."

'Then that's what we'll do.'

Said simply, and he catches his head to hold it lightly as he kisses him.

'Do all those things. And I'll be with you, so you'll never be lonely again. I'll be taking care of you too. Don't forget that.'

It's important that Random knows, and doesn't forget. That he loves him.

"I do love you so unbelievably much."

He moans, a little, into the kiss. Soapy hands sliding up Ramon's back, just feeling his skin.

'Me too.'

He likes that noise, that response.

'Always me as well. Love you.'

"Clean?"

Please be clean, he wants to go to bed.

Right now, actually.

'Just about.'

And two minutes later, he is.

'Come on. You've worn me out.'

And sleep sounds like the best idea in the world.

"Mmm," he agrees vaguely, wanting nothing more in the world than to collapse.

Sex, it has been noted, does that to him.

Ramon chuckles lightly, limps his way out of the shower and grabs two huge, fluffy towels. One is chucked casually over his shoulder and the other is wrapped carefully around Random as he dries him off.

'Look like you're going to fall over.'

Cute though.

"Feel like it."

Random can deal with being cute, if it gets them into bed faster. Truly, he could just go on his own, but that would imply leaving Ramon which is a big, big no right now.

"Please?"

And he surely wouldn't deprive Ramon of getting to dry him off like this? He likes doing it. But he's tired too and can see that Random is, so he doesn't linger. Just a few minutes and he tosses the towels onto the floor.

'C'mon.'

Snaking his hand through Ramons, he lets himself be led, though he obviously knows the way.

"Dead knackered, baby."

'Price of being a sexy bastard, I'm afraid' he replies, with a straight face. Until he's pulling back the covers and stopping Random getting in straight away because he wants to give him one last kiss.

'Perfect though. Now get in and sleep. You'll have to get up and make me breakfast in the morning because I don't think I'm going to be walking much.'

So worth it.

He makes a little complaining noise, because he's tired too, but they'll let it be sorted out then.

"Stay with me?"

He doesn't sleep properly unless its against Ramon's chest.

''course baby.'

He's not going anywhere. He doesn't sleep properly unless his arms are around Random, keeping him close, where he belongs.

He climbs in...carefully. But he's grinning when he holds his arms out, lying in an inelegant sprawl.

'C'mere.'

Random climbs in on top of him, nestles against him, the same way as usual, and yawns.

"You're gonna have a permanent dent from me."

'Yeah?'

He chuckles and kisses the top of his head, holding him near.

'Well, I can live with that. Even if your hair is still damp.'

Doesn't care. He's warm and comfortable and has Random. Nothing else really matters.

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