He waves his right hand vaguely, the left still holding Random's like a lifeline, though it's gentle.

'No. No, it's fine. I'm just...'

I don't know.

'I'm just surprised. Don't know what to say, you know I'm useless at this sort of thing.'

He has no clue how to go about putting into words what this feels like, and doesn't know if he should even try.