He watches him quietly, for a long time. His mind is full of when he didn't have this, how close he was to losing it, how he could have been dead now if it weren't for Random.

Getting him was worth any amount of pain. He'd do it all again to keep him.

Only when his breathing is even and soft, does Ramon let himself close his eyes. Sometimes, it's nice to just watch and know you've got something that's never going away.