Once he's on his back his eyes open again, and he stares up at Ramon and wraps legs around him to pull him in tight. Pull him in as close as possible and wrap arms around him and just hold on.

"Can't stand to loose you either.

That's why I'm scared."

Because he always wants him like this, in his bed, in his arms, inside him and almost touching his very being. And he never wants to loose him.