He groans and pulls out of him, just for a moment so he can usher Random on to his back and spread his legs again, take him easily once more in a position where he can look at his face and let him see that he's being honest.
He's torn, because...don't always have to fight. Only there's never really been anything else.
Stand to lose me.
And that's it isn't it? It's what all this is about. His eyes screw up for a brief moment, then they open and they're unguarded, staring into Random's while he strokes through his hair and makes love to him as honestly as he knows how.
'Can't stand to lose you. Can't do without you. you own me I love you.'
He moves faster in him now because the tension is rising and he doesn't have it in him to draw it out tonight. He feels both ill and so so in love, he can hardly stand it.
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Date: 2006-03-24 02:28 am (UTC)He's torn, because...don't always have to fight. Only there's never really been anything else.
Stand to lose me.
And that's it isn't it? It's what all this is about. His eyes screw up for a brief moment, then they open and they're unguarded, staring into Random's while he strokes through his hair and makes love to him as honestly as he knows how.
'Can't stand to lose you. Can't do without you.
you own me
I love you.'
He moves faster in him now because the tension is rising and he doesn't have it in him to draw it out tonight. He feels both ill and so so in love, he can hardly stand it.