"I don't want you to change" comes the hysterical plea, from Random who is unbalanced by lust and not really thinking at all and just answering with complete and blinding truth.
"I just want you to learn that you don't always have to fight. Not when you stand to loose me. That sometimes when someone calls you a name it's better to grit your teeth and come home and make love to me instead.
I only need you to try. That would be more than enough. Just to try, and only while you're there where they'll rip us apart if you let them.
Please, please, I love you, I do. I can't bear this."
Not the wrenching, burning pleasure of Ramon loving him and having to choke out these unhappy, petty words in the same moments. No, these things shouldn't touch eachother. He's answered all he can. All there is now is to writhe in Ramon's grasp.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2006-03-24 02:13 am (UTC)"I just want you to learn that you don't always have to fight. Not when you stand to loose me. That sometimes when someone calls you a name it's better to grit your teeth and come home and make love to me instead.
I only need you to try. That would be more than enough. Just to try, and only while you're there where they'll rip us apart if you let them.
Please, please, I love you, I do. I can't bear this."
Not the wrenching, burning pleasure of Ramon loving him and having to choke out these unhappy, petty words in the same moments. No, these things shouldn't touch eachother. He's answered all he can. All there is now is to writhe in Ramon's grasp.