He hadn't expected to hear that. It's never been said like that before, so openly, and it floors him, he loses his breath for a time. But doesn't stop moving, no, never stops that.
Arms curl tighter round the thin body he's making love to, and he idly manages to think that Random never fails to surprise him. But there are a few things he needs to get a little clearer, if he can.
He slows his rhythm to something like a snail's pace, head bowing to graze lips over his shoulder. And it's quiet, for a moment, for him at least. He just breathes and tries not to moan.
'First time I ever tasted you, it surprised me you know.'
His tongue lathes slowly over a patch of skin on his neck.
'So much magic. Never tasted anything like it before. I couldn't stay away from you, but I wanted to, at first. Couldn't though, I've never been able to.'
He doesn't know why Random doesn't see that he doesn't act in ways to hurt him, if he can help it. He never means to get put away.
'I don't want to be away from you now. Some things are out of control though, like you if you ever get called back to Amber. You'll go, because you don't have a choice. And I haven't had one either up 'til now. I don't choose to fight Random, it's just what I am. I don't know if I can change that.
But I love you. I don't want you to leave me, ever. Married you as well, you know?'
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Date: 2006-03-24 01:22 am (UTC)He hadn't expected to hear that. It's never been said like that before, so openly, and it floors him, he loses his breath for a time. But doesn't stop moving, no, never stops that.
Arms curl tighter round the thin body he's making love to, and he idly manages to think that Random never fails to surprise him. But there are a few things he needs to get a little clearer, if he can.
He slows his rhythm to something like a snail's pace, head bowing to graze lips over his shoulder. And it's quiet, for a moment, for him at least. He just breathes and tries not to moan.
'First time I ever tasted you, it surprised me you know.'
His tongue lathes slowly over a patch of skin on his neck.
'So much magic. Never tasted anything like it before. I couldn't stay away from you, but I wanted to, at first. Couldn't though, I've never been able to.'
He doesn't know why Random doesn't see that he doesn't act in ways to hurt him, if he can help it. He never means to get put away.
'I don't want to be away from you now. Some things are out of control though, like you if you ever get called back to Amber. You'll go, because you don't have a choice. And I haven't had one either up 'til now. I don't choose to fight Random, it's just what I am. I don't know if I can change that.
But I love you. I don't want you to leave me, ever. Married you as well, you know?'