He cries out again then, in furious denial of the belittling words
"You... stupid bastard."
His hand grabs tight to Ramon, and he pants the words out between thrusts.
"You're worth every fucking second of it. You're more than worth it. I'd go to the Ends of the Earth for you. I'm happier with you than I've been in thousands of years and that's bloody literally."
The words are a furious, passionate hiss and he isn't keeping track of what he's saying, just letting the pleasure pull benediction after blessing after curse out of him and riding it easily and praying to God he doesn't say anything stupid.
"I... mmmm ...I make mistakes and so do you and and it doesn't matter who makes them more often because I love you you stupid man. I want to keep you. If you weren't 'good enough' I would never have taken a chance on you. Wouldn't have stayed with you while you were hurting so badly you couldn't see. Wouldn't have fucking married you now, would I? If you ever say 'not good enough' to me again oh Holy Christ you will regret it. I'll make you walk around with me and see all our friends and how lonely they are and don't stop don't stop don't stop for God's sake."
About here he cuts himself off, dissolving into relieved and helpless and embarassed laughter.
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Date: 2006-03-24 01:01 am (UTC)"You... stupid bastard."
His hand grabs tight to Ramon, and he pants the words out between thrusts.
"You're worth every fucking second of it. You're more than worth it. I'd go to the Ends of the Earth for you. I'm happier with you than I've been in thousands of years and that's bloody literally."
The words are a furious, passionate hiss and he isn't keeping track of what he's saying, just letting the pleasure pull benediction after blessing after curse out of him and riding it easily and praying to God he doesn't say anything stupid.
"I... mmmm ...I make mistakes and so do you and and it doesn't matter who makes them more often because I love you you stupid man. I want to keep you. If you weren't 'good enough' I would never have taken a chance on you. Wouldn't have stayed with you while you were hurting so badly you couldn't see. Wouldn't have fucking married you now, would I? If you ever say 'not good enough' to me again oh Holy Christ you will regret it. I'll make you walk around with me and see all our friends and how lonely they are and don't stop don't stop don't stop for God's sake."
About here he cuts himself off, dissolving into relieved and helpless and embarassed laughter.
Needed to be said.