He doesn't answer that, because his only thoughts are far too cruel

you could

to be spoken in bed like this and with Ramon burried inside him and slipping easily in and out of his body

if you just would

so he cries out, soft, because this isn't a time for jarring sounds nor pain nor anything. This is for love and the next time Ramon brushes him likethatohyes and tears a whimper from him, the thoughts are driven far, far away.