He'll always come back. Hell, he never really leaves. Never would, if he has a choice.
Except he does, and he screws his eyes shut at the thought. Because no one makes him do stupid things and get locked away from his lover. He does that all by himself, and doesn't give it a second thought. There's been no one to stop him in his life before - but now there is. He just can't quite accept it yet.
He raises his head because he wants to do this properly and if he stays still much longer he'll just fall asleep where he lies. Comfortable, to do that lying here.
'Lie down with me.'
He takes his hand and kisses the palm, then pulls a little to encourage him. He wants to hold him back, talk to him, love him slowly.
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Except he does, and he screws his eyes shut at the thought. Because no one makes him do stupid things and get locked away from his lover. He does that all by himself, and doesn't give it a second thought. There's been no one to stop him in his life before - but now there is. He just can't quite accept it yet.
He raises his head because he wants to do this properly and if he stays still much longer he'll just fall asleep where he lies. Comfortable, to do that lying here.
'Lie down with me.'
He takes his hand and kisses the palm, then pulls a little to encourage him. He wants to hold him back, talk to him, love him slowly.