Ramon doesn't say anything else for a time, just concentrates on the sensation of the tip of his finger brushing over hair and skin, noting the way the muscles tense under his touch. They've always done that.

He tips his head eventually, so he can kiss the light fuzz below his belly button, feeling the warmth of him so close. And he knows, as always, that he can't do without this now. Not after so long of having it.

What cost of keeping it though? Right now, it's worth it whatever it is, to feel these arms around him.