'It's not so much a question of security. It's me, don't you get it? You wanted him brought up somewhere where he'll be loved and valued. I don't know if I can give him that. I'm not sure I want to give him that. And no matter how how we try, he'll never be mine. I only ever had one kid, really, and he's gone. And I can't just forget about it because I'm not on Earth any more, much as I'd like to.'
That's about as honest as he's been since he was cursed. He never expected to say things like that while just being himself.
no subject
Date: 2006-03-21 12:57 am (UTC)He sighs and leans back, rubbing his eyes.
'It's not so much a question of security. It's me, don't you get it? You wanted him brought up somewhere where he'll be loved and valued. I don't know if I can give him that. I'm not sure I want to give him that. And no matter how how we try, he'll never be mine. I only ever had one kid, really, and he's gone. And I can't just forget about it because I'm not on Earth any more, much as I'd like to.'
That's about as honest as he's been since he was cursed. He never expected to say things like that while just being himself.