He doesn't try and hold him back, other than a steadying hand on his hip. He also doesn't look at him because...part of him is ashamed of that. And part of him still wants to have him, taking him hard with his body pinned underneath him.

Because that's what happens where he comes from. That's the way Ramon Salazar has always fucked people.

He blinks and looks at the floor, then mumbles,

'I'm sorry.'

And half of him hates himself for apologising too.