He holds on to him, flushed dark red and glad that Random's not looking at his face right now. He doesn't let go as he says, 'Let me explain a bit or I won't be able to look you in the eye.'
Another frantic search for words.
'I thought you didn't want to. You've always seemed like you didn't. And I didn't know if you were joking and...fuck it, it doesn't matter.'
He lets him go and stares at the floor, horribly embarrassed. Then offers, quietly,
'Never done it before. And you're the only person I'd let...but only if you want to.'
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Date: 2006-01-11 04:33 am (UTC)Another frantic search for words.
'I thought you didn't want to. You've always seemed like you didn't. And I didn't know if you were joking and...fuck it, it doesn't matter.'
He lets him go and stares at the floor, horribly embarrassed. Then offers, quietly,
'Never done it before. And you're the only person I'd let...but only if you want to.'