He's still choking on air, pushing back against him hard, then rubbing against the sheets, trying so hard and it's sending sparks across his vision because Jesus.

He swallows a scream, and he knows he'd have come there, if Ramon hadn't wrapped him in this wretched fucking thing and his eyes close as Ramon pushes into him again, and he does scream. Just once, though, and into the pillow, because Ramon's moaning in his ear and he wants to and has to be able to hear him.