'Weird for me too you know.' It's murmured into his neck as he holds him, but he pulls back to kiss him once more. 'I look back and it was fun and I was powerful - but you weren't there, and any time when you're not around is just too fucking weird for me to deal with.'

He grins and slides off the stool. 'What were you looking for back there? I could use a drink, want me to knock you one up?'